A Meaning in Life

The pond ripples and the marsh reeds drift in the breeze. This from the same wind that pushes the clouds far above. To the west, the sun sinks dying, burning, igniting the sky with orange and tinting the heavens with deep purple.

Unconcerned with it all, the swans wander the surface of the pond aimlessly, white, and stark against the gathering shadow of night.

Monstrous supercells lurk across the expanse above, waiting for a time for unleashing and storm. Gales whip between the buildings, rushing across the grass, bending green to their will, catching an end of scarf or tail of coat, and tossing them high.

Unconcerned with it all, the swans wander the surface of the pond aimlessly, white, and stark against the gathering shadow of night.

A dog barks dangerously into the encroaching dark, and cars, as armored ants scurry the neglected streets, in fain straining sickly yellow light into the night. From shrouded lounges, students stare into the ending day, searching for a meaning in life.

Unconcerned with it all, the swans wander the surface of the pond aimlessly, white, and stark against the gathering shadow of night.

The buildings across the pond are peeling, and worn. They are tired and weary of the world, and yet they stand. Fading graffiti decorates their walls, painting sad faces beneath broken panes. A bit of dust wails, whipped into zephyr-hood, and scatters into the prevailing winds to settle back to the beaten path.

Unconcerned with it all, the swans wander the surface of the pond aimlessly, white, and stark against the gathering shadow of night.

Here At Last

Hello readers,

Perhaps you remember a little while ago I promised to post online my latest video editing project from Pirates of the Caribbean. Well, the wait is over:

enjoy!

Piratica Ultima – An Explanation

In France, the year 1789, the prison Bastille was stormed, sparking the French Revolution. This, in turn, sparked a creative revolution, and turned the artistic world’s tables for good. Neoclassicalism was a thing of the past, and Romanticism would forevermore hold sway over popular culture. Eventually, though, the Revolution was taken too far, and many heads were taken as well.

Imagine, however, a different scenario. Romanticism came first, and Neoclassicalism, on the rise, is methodically stamping out Romantics wherever they be. Hanging, not beheading, is the new regime’s method of death. The Revolution is a fight for freedom. And the Romantics? They are pirates.

Now you have the world of Pirates of the Caribbean, and an understanding of my latest video editing project: Piratica Ultima: A Hero Comes Home….

**coming soon!**

Blood Sweat Tears

The rain drops softly from grey bleeding sky
Running down cloud edge to roof
Streaking window to puddle upon sill
Splash splash splashing upon the tender ground
Rush down road and alleyway behind
Buildings grim-dark
Caged around with rusted metal and haunted –
Broken – staring – eyes

The world works hard, spinning day by day
Hurtling through vacuous vacuum
Vainly struggling to push off of nothing
And rush forward into the black
Pulling moon like puppy-dog
Barely keeping the sun’s seething time and pace
Exertion builds with each revolution’s effort
The rain drops softly from grey sweaty sky

The rain drops softly from grey crying sky
Injustice after war after hate after famine after
Weeping for those that die
Weeping for those that live
The greater tragedy unknown
A heart eternally broken, without comfort
Seeking solace in the infinite void
Not void, but God, hugs the traumatized world

The rain drops softly from God…

God of my Father

The stomach rumblings spoke
In eloquent tones
Elemental needs to be fulfilled
Fresh on the mind the wonders
Of the God of Creation
A cavern of beauty, hid by darkness
Absolute
A trek, a look, an appreciation
Forgotten
In a single moment
That stopped the heart
My hip, empty
My waist, devoid
The valuable there was gone
Lost
Unknown, unfelt, incomprehensible
“Why?” started to thunder
But repressed those thunderings were
What business had I to question?
A momentary rage, a flash of desperation
Nowhere
I searched, but it was not found
A test
Would I trust God? or descend to unfaithful despair?
My heart said, “Scream! There is no justice!”
“You have been wronged, He does not care!”
But I silenced the unbeliever, forced him to silence
Engraved, I remember the words
Certain I would read them no more,
“For the Lord God Helps Me”
Then went my way rejoicing.
Would I accept the good from God
And not the
Evil?
A week and more I went
Unknowing
When a package unlooked for came
I hoped against hope, reasoning
In unbelief
All logic was against me, but
God, it seems, is for me
“Therefore I will not be disgraced!”
StormRider
I rode this Storm, and God showed faithful
Returned what He took
No more no less
But what I have learned, far exceeds
That which I thought I had
And now possess.

Is there anything too difficult for God?

Storm At Sea

The deck rolled beneath my feet like I was trying to walk on a barrel. The constant howl of the ice-cold wind and the slap and pummel of the frigid salt water didn’t help either. I ran from port to starbord trying to secure the ropes. It seemed for each one I tied firm, another ripped free, the frayed ends singing as the ripped back and forth.

Lightning crashed, thunder boomed, and I began to hear an ominous cracking sound coming from the mast. I had long since given up trying to control the rudder, it began to spin out of control. I wouldn’t let anyone else near it either.

The ship pitched violently, and I went down, sliding towards deck’s edge, about to plunge into the seething abysmal sea.

Suddenly, a strong arm grabbed me and I stopped sliding. I looked up into my Captain’s face. Pulling on His strength I stood up, still grasping firmly to His forearm.

“The ship is lost, Sir! What are we going to do?”

He gazed at me impassively, saying nothing. I began to get angry.

“Sir, I don’t understand why we are here! The signs of storm were clear! Your orders to sail in this direction must have been mistaken.”

I started to pull my hand away from His, but the bucking ship made me reconsider. My face was inches from His, yet I yelled to be heard.

“Captain, we must turn back. I see no way ahead! Sir, we must!”

A twinkle showed in His grim eyes, and grin pulled at His serious visage.

“Must we?” His words were quiet, but I could somehow hear them. “What’s your name, sailor?”

It was then I ceased to hear the storm, to feel the rocking beneath me, to heed the waves. I felt ashamed.

My Captain had named me StormRider. This is what I did. Why then should I be afraid? Why should I lose my faith in Him?

I heard Him again, He was asking me a question, gesturing towards the wheel of the ship.

“May I? Do you trust me?”

And I let Him, for I would trust Him to lead me anywhere.

allegorical story for recent happenstance

Distance of the Suns

I walk this crazed world
Sidewalks at angles line the road
Sideways I tread, and my vision flips
I focus on the Horizons in the distance
Lightning strikes close to me
The drums beat in my heart in my head
The pace of my life quickens
This is the moment, the time
The meaning I have been waiting for
I smile a grim smirk at Fear
And his brother Trepidation
They know better than to attack me
Not for my strength
But for that of the GodMan who’s silent tread
Roars in the silence of our passage
I feel powerful and invincible
Dead-raising power resides within me
And holds me in an aura of God
The grey streets, crumpled paper
Chain link and barbed wire
Broken, grimy windows and hopeless cityscapes
Are no match for my candle
A lighthouse I have become
And the destitute are coming
Drawn to the Light beacon in me
All around the shadows shatter
As my Light shines
Hope